OO MAN! BACK ON XANGA.

almost a year since ive last been on.

daaaaaaaamn.

only cause myspace isnt working.
and im mofuckin' bored.

a lot has changed.
as you can see..
just living life with those who matter.

im still with my jdm.
 yes i know; we're great.

forever me & the best friend.
cant get enough of this bitch lol.

still the same girl.

see?

; mar

summer is over. 2nd week into first year in college. its crazie. it feels weird to think of myself as a college student. its a lot stressful though. high school was crazie.

this summer i had a blast. i was left home alone for a month. it was good to have the house to myself; i actually believe i can handle myself if i lived on my own. i made new friends. pulled numerous late nite outings with all the brothers of mine & the guy friends. drift nights were definitely almost every night. party nights galore. cruise nights when we just wanted to be dumb. shop-a-thons were awesome.

everything thing has been great.

except for something missing in my life. a month & 3 weeks apart. but we're doing good.. slowly. im so happy i have him in my life again. ive missed him.

so at that low point in my life.. i headed over to florida. a good 2 weeks everyone gave me. i had fun, a bit too much fun. made new friends there. partie partie partie.. got into the clubs & got wasted. shop shop shop like it was nothing.. i love the forever21 stores there. i love you julie & roth!!

now im back in school. hcc baby. parking sucks ass. classes are chill. just me & loan.. how could i live without my best friend??!!

so many asked. so now i'll answer. "why didnt you model at the carshow?" [sigh].. because i didnt want to. its not that im tired of it.. i just wanted to cruise at this iSHOWOFF. ive never really been a spectator at a carshow besides HIN in cali, so why not experience it again. of course i had fun, but i got bored easily. another reason i chose not to model is because im working things out right now with that someone & even though he may not like it.. i bet he wouldnt want me to model without him being there because we can only guess how most guys are at the show. i didnt mind, i would of loved it if he was there by me & watched out for me. feeling of love & protection. we're working things out & i didnt want him to get mad. i'll be modeling at HIN when it hits hawaii this december.

so weekend is just soon enough. no myspace party for me i guess. i'll be at DRiFT SHOWOFF because you can only guess.. i love drifting. you know how i do.. gotta support my guys of P4R, RED-HANDED, & KAMAKAZE.. & all the other drifters i know. team falken is coming down.. i looooove team falken. so you know i cant miss it. im rockin' that sexie DRiFTiNG PRETTY top i got.

scribble that shit up.

aug. 03: leave for florida with loan
aug. 06: my guys have fun at drift session
aug. 15: tires direct & se's supplies fundraiser car show
aug. 17: im back from florida
aug. 22: first day of school at hcc
aug. 26-28: streetcar showoff, im modeling.

looking forward to:
x_ drift showoff
x_ sept.'s drift session

im trying to keep that perfect smile on my face.
yet i just cant.

it's been one week.
& all i can do is cry cry cry.

i literally am just having this emotional break-down,
if i should even be calling it that?!

everything about it all just hurts so much.
i miss my jdm guy.